Okay, Dear Heart. You will ALWAYS be a mother! AND, you didn't crash a plane. You raised a fine human being who succumbed to what we all will eventually. The plane crash was not Sully's fault, and neither was the death of your son. Sully was recognized for how he handled the plane's demise. You are recognized for how you are handling your son's life and demise. You deserve it. AND, start taking some credit. Your spirit soars with the eagles, and with the ghost of your son. Revel in it, and keep sharing it. I love reading you. Now, when am I coming on your podcast, hmmm? Love to you!